As I look over this blog (or maybe I should say, lack of a blog), everything comes flooding back into my mind. I'm trying to stay positive and optimistic, but going through an IVF cycle is nothing more than a risk you take and an opportunity for God to perform a miracle in your life. I prayed for a miracle at church a couple months back and even though it wasn't in God plans for it to happen naturally and right away, it may be in God's plan for it to happen through IVF. I believe that God uses IVF to create miracles and I also believe that God plans to give us more children. With that being said, today marks Day 1 of another attempt at an IVF cycle. My appointment is at 1pm and I'm assuming (based on experience) that they'll check me out, give me the go ahead, and right me up a prescription for 80 bagillion shots of hormones and drugs to take over the next 4 weeks. Please pray for Kellen as I go through this emotional roller coaster that he remains th...