First Ultrasound

I think I have a case of IVF PTSD. I've been getting great news, and I have moments of excitement, but they are so short lived. I'm quickly back into "waiting mode" for that next appointment for another chance to be confirmed that this is real. I have another two weeks to wait until my next ultrasound appointment (Wednesday July 22) to check that things are still progressing.

Today, from what the nurse could see, as she says "your ovaries are still HUGE", only ONE babe was visible. :-) We saw the heartbeat. :-) Everything looked great. My ovaries are still huge because symptoms of OHSS may not completely go away until after the first trimester. As of today, I am 6w3d pregnant and my due date is February 25.

Can I just say that I probably would have had a huge panic attack if there would have been two babies? I mean....my body, that newborn stage, nursing, our little Broad Ripple house with no sound barrier... no one would sleep ever. God's looking out for me by only giving me one at a time. ;-) I'm grateful.

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